Wednesday, 22 April 2009

BEDA Day Tweny One & Twenty Two: Bad Times

Where is the time going? And my energy. I couldn't blog yesterday because I went around to a friend's place for dinner and come 10pm I was too knackered to travel back home so ended up having a dirty stopout at her place.

I shouldn't be in a good mood right now. And I'm not. Work is tiring and I have some arsey woman being quite unhelpful most of the time. The lettings agency is our new flat went quiet to us and now they're being awkward and requesting more info and we still haven't seen a contract and we're meant to be moving in 8 days! Finally today I was talking to a friend who is directing a play on email about a small part he was unable to cast. He told me that he was hoping me or another friend could do it so I told him I was interested and would like to do it. About an hour later he emailed back apologising but someone (who had auditioned unsucessfully for a main role) came back to him asking if she could play the small role and he gave the part to her. They part he wanted me to do. The part I said very clearly I could so. I am so pissed off.

So things are in a very strange place at the moment. I don't feel settled. My job is very temporary, I'm waiting to be told to move flats and I have no energy to pursue any of the interests that make up me. Can't it be May already?

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I'm really sorry to hear all that. I can very much relate.

I'm stuck in a soul destroying job and.....yeah. I just wanna go outside in the sun. And.

Life is shit sometimes. So I listen to The Smiths.